Dear Blogg
I am feeling so amazingly happy today - I have woken up in Dublin and there are three things that are making me smile:
1. My Mum is happy again
2. I am here in Dublin with some of my favourite people in the world
3. I am becoming clearer as to where my journey is taking me.
.... and the sun is shining and I am alive and I can feel the world changing around me....... and how magic is that!
I am staying at the home of a delightful young Italian couple - which is also making me smile - suddenly Italy is making itself present in my life - I just love the messages from the Universe - some are so obvious - though maybe not always at the time - and some are just so subtle that you can almost miss them - little wisps of messages that make you smile... and then laugh with the joy of 'knowing'.
The 'knowing' is that feeling when your heart laughs and your whole body resonates with joy and your smile is so big that you feel you are overflowing with happiness.........
I am so blessed that I am living a life with this 'knowing' ..........
Part of this 'knowing' is also the joy of not knowing - going with the flow of stepping into the darkness with the confidence that you are on the right path....
Something happened to me in Italy last weekend and I saw with clarity my future journey........
......well what I saw was a 'knowing' that I am on the right path - I could feel it stretching out in front of me into the darkness - I couldn't see it but I knew it was there.
What I did have in my hand though - was a torch and I can use that to see the steps just in front of me and the space just around me. BUT THE JOY OF IT WAS - that is all that I needed to walk in the darkness!!!
So I now know I am on the right path - I can feel it stretching out before me - although it is a dark I know it is there - and the torch has given me the confidence to go forward without hesitation........
My friend Javier always talked about El Misterioso - the mysterious - and I thought I understood what he meant - and in a way I think I did - but I now feel that I can understand it at the next level.
I had understood it as the mystery of the unknown but the next level is the mysteriousness of the unknown...... Woww!!! Well it makes sense to me!!!
The wonderful thing is that we are all on our own individual learning journey through life - but this only really makes sense when we see it as part of the collective learning of the Universe - the Mystery is our own individual learning - our immediate steps in the dark - El Misterioso is the bigger learning of the Universe.
Buff!!!
This is a poem I wrote last weekend - which is an attempt to say what my heart knows......
I am feeling so amazingly happy today - I have woken up in Dublin and there are three things that are making me smile:
1. My Mum is happy again
2. I am here in Dublin with some of my favourite people in the world
3. I am becoming clearer as to where my journey is taking me.
.... and the sun is shining and I am alive and I can feel the world changing around me....... and how magic is that!
I am staying at the home of a delightful young Italian couple - which is also making me smile - suddenly Italy is making itself present in my life - I just love the messages from the Universe - some are so obvious - though maybe not always at the time - and some are just so subtle that you can almost miss them - little wisps of messages that make you smile... and then laugh with the joy of 'knowing'.
The 'knowing' is that feeling when your heart laughs and your whole body resonates with joy and your smile is so big that you feel you are overflowing with happiness.........
I am so blessed that I am living a life with this 'knowing' ..........
Part of this 'knowing' is also the joy of not knowing - going with the flow of stepping into the darkness with the confidence that you are on the right path....
Something happened to me in Italy last weekend and I saw with clarity my future journey........
......well what I saw was a 'knowing' that I am on the right path - I could feel it stretching out in front of me into the darkness - I couldn't see it but I knew it was there.
What I did have in my hand though - was a torch and I can use that to see the steps just in front of me and the space just around me. BUT THE JOY OF IT WAS - that is all that I needed to walk in the darkness!!!
So I now know I am on the right path - I can feel it stretching out before me - although it is a dark I know it is there - and the torch has given me the confidence to go forward without hesitation........
My friend Javier always talked about El Misterioso - the mysterious - and I thought I understood what he meant - and in a way I think I did - but I now feel that I can understand it at the next level.
I had understood it as the mystery of the unknown but the next level is the mysteriousness of the unknown...... Woww!!! Well it makes sense to me!!!
The wonderful thing is that we are all on our own individual learning journey through life - but this only really makes sense when we see it as part of the collective learning of the Universe - the Mystery is our own individual learning - our immediate steps in the dark - El Misterioso is the bigger learning of the Universe.
Buff!!!
This is a poem I wrote last weekend - which is an attempt to say what my heart knows......
Our Divinity is cracking open
As drops of innocence that together
make this sea of learning,
Divine Child of Mother Earth
individually we are the whole.
Journeying together with our Mother
and nurtured by her milk,
we have been held within her arms,
and know no other world.
We are the Divine Child,
my sister, my brother, my daughter, my son
together we are everything,
although we live as one.
We possess our separate laughter,
our suffering and our shame,
only learning of the wholeness
through the emptiness within.
Divine Child, my Love, my Being
together we are the one,
our Mother is ready to wean us,
it’s OUR time that now has come.
The Earth, the Sky, the Universe,
the sunshine and the night
they are calling on us together
to step into the light.
Softly, slowly, gently - we breathe
in the change.
Lovingly and consciously - we breathe out
our fear.
Let’s take these steps my fellow Earth
Angels,
our Divine Child is waiting to ascend.
Like the chrysalis holding the transforming
caterpillar
our furled and folded wings are still
hidden from view.
We do not yet know what we are becoming
the potential power of that beauty within.
But listen………… our divinity is cracking
open
and from inside we know what we have to
do.
Understand it is the small things
that make the difference,
it is the seemingly insignificant
that will announce the change.
So look no further than the mirror,
listen to the voice of the inner child,
breathe in the shared universe that
connects us
and together we shall unite.
Joyously we will unfurl our wings of
colour
trying them out for size
and with the blessing of our Mother,
we collectively fly into the light.
Alegra
