..... and it's quite late but I am not sleepy....
..... I love the unexpected..... and that's what I have had..... an unexpectedly great couple of days.
I will be travelling to Brussels tomorrow and have planned that for ages and then I realised that I should be in Cologne for this conference - I love my life as I am not even certain at which point I realised I should be here..... but I did ...... and then I am here!
But I feel very strongly that it is so right that I should have been here and feel I have learnt so much from being here....
Today I think so many things have just 'fallen into place'.......which just feels wonderful as I was going through a real period of not being quite sure where I was going..... I know I have made decisions about next year - going part-time from January - finishing of my work at Liverpool and moving on..... but quite what I was going to be doing was not clear to me...... but now it is!! Love it.......
The details aren't clear but they are not important - I know what I am...... and now know what I should be doing....... and this is the most important thing......
The knowing what I am has come as a bit of a surprise.... but again not really - it feels like I have just looked in the mirror and seen myself..... I knew who I was..... but when you are inside yourself you don't really know how you look like to other people..... and now I have looked in the mirror - and thought: "Of course!!!! That's me.... that's what I look like, that's who I am!"
I was beginning to see this after I came back from Peru.... but these last couple of days have really given me a clear insight into what I am.... and as a consequence what I need to do.
OK - sounds a bit vague but now I know what I want/need to do I just have to let the Universe do the rest!
So tomorrow I meet Jolanta after breakfast and we will talk and maybe visit the Cathedral of Cologne and later I will get the train to Brussels for a few days of meetings... doing what I do now..... but also following my intuition as to what I will be doing in a year or two!!!!!
Isn't life just so INTERESTING!!!!!!!!! As my Mum said to me the other day.
xxxx
