I was walking to work just now and I was trying to recall something - actually it was the exact times of my sons births.... when I suddenly had this really clear thought 'I'll ask Chris - he will remember'
................ and it was like a wave of huge grief just hit me.
Haven't felt this for quite a while....
I do go to grief - often when I dance - but the unexpected wave has shaken me. So am in my office trying to prepare for a days work and just feel like curling up and crying.....
BUT now I have expressed it - thank you blogg - I already feel better.
Strange though how something can come so out of the blue......
