I have been coming and going to Belgium several times over the last two months as I have been doing the course - 4 long weekends over 4 months. It is a course on 'Sound Healing' - and it has been an extraordinary experience for me. I decided to do it - very spontaneously - and very quickly after I had experienced Tuvan singing in the valley - a sort of singing/meditation - it was that which drew me - and I didn't really think about the 'healing' bit at all - and certainly not that I could be a healer. Well strange things have happened and I have been open to them - and though it feels very wierd to write it - I am a healer!!!!!! Of course we all are - but this is MY journey and MY realisation - and I am amazed that I have the confidence to write this.
I am not certain what I will do with this yet - but I know I do want to work with people - certainly to continue practising - and see where it goes - there is a beautiful right feeling about all this - I am not musical - not a musician, never been able to play an instrument or have the confidence to sing - but Georgia was amazing - I found my voice - then Vlad's workshop in the valley - and one amazing night of just being open to let the 'sound', 'singing', 'voice' come out of me - but now I have had 3 weekends of 'system/theory' - and practice - all giving me a shape for something very intuative - and something that feels so very right to me.
OK - so I am still pretty high after the last weekend - and then yesterday I came back to the extraordinary world that I also live in - speaking in a reception/debate in the European Parliament - it was a small group and over a dinner - I spoke during the soup!!!
Today has been full of meetings - I am shaking my head as I write this - I am still so amazed by what I do!
So tonight I am in a hotel room - for a change! But with a suitcase which now contains - 2 singing bowls and several tuning forks - writing this on the ipad - no spellcheck or formatting - and just loving being here - becoming a Sound Healer - and not feeling too crazy writing that! And just loving being me!!!!
